Showing posts with label exhausted. Show all posts
Showing posts with label exhausted. Show all posts

Thursday, December 5, 2013

Cold Floor





No matter how much I wanted to, I couldn’t do it.  There was no way I could possibly bring myself to a state of mind where it was ok. Everyone else does it, I thought. It didn’t help me at all. I turned over and pressed my pillow to my face. “ I refuse to get up”. My sister walked towards me and patted me on the leg.
“ Come on” she said “get up before you miss the bus.”
“No way,” I groaned into the pillow, trying to prolong the few moments of peace I had left before I was removed from my cocoon of warmth and happiness into the brutal world.  Like a baby being removed from its mother for the first time, I wanted to cry. I held in my tears as I placed my warm foot onto the cold, marble floor. In an instant, all the warmth and comfort was sucked out of my foot like a vacuum cleaner removing dust from small corners. Covering myself in my blanket I placed one foot next to the other. I felt completely empty. The cold and uncomfortable feelings pierced my soul. I stood up and took two steps forward. The cold floor is always the worst part.  The cold floor.
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